by ruth

Already 37yrs old but why does everything seem so new?

Its still the same bed, the same chair the same window you stare at every morning, but every day looks different. Like a speck of dust lost in the winds of time, everything is moving but you want to stand still and question everything. Who is the architect? Who brought everything into being? Have you ever felt cheated, what if everything you learnt was perfectly tailored for you to have a specific mind set, like an exam with multiple choices, you cannot think outside the box a) b) c) or d)

But there is a niche in your system that gives you an idea of how things were supposed to be in the beginning and you start to feel cheated. You want to follow this niche but do you have the courage to pursue it, are you ready for what you will find. So you decide to rest with the status quo, because it feels comfortable, it feels secure. But you aren’t satisfied, everything is fine but there is something boiling in you that wants to scream out loud. You don’t have the courage to pursue it because you don’t know what you will find, so you keep sitting and wondering, what if? What if there was more?

I decided to create a picture, out of the box, not common to the human mind, but a picture of my own making, it’s not a perfect world, but the imperfections are what makes it perfect.

There was a perfect architect who brought everything into being, by a single idea, like a mixture of elements, protons and neutrons, everything came into being from this single idea, and the imperfections made a perfect picture, He then sat and saw what He created and loved it, just like a chemical reaction, creation still takes place over time, that is why yesterday can never be the same as today or tomorrow. Creation takes place every day, that is why it is called a timeline, divided into various seasons. A child is born, she learns to crawl, walk and then talk at different seasons of her life, her lifetime. So we are all specks of dust in this timeline, everyone under a different season, but do you ever find out what really matters? Who is this perfect architect who came up with this idea, well I came to know him, and he has a specific laid out plan, for everything he is very meticulous, attentive to detail, but you will need to take a journey to know him, because where he resides is on the other side.